Walks!!

There's a web of sadness around me and all I want is to lean back on one of them. Support from the cobwebs will further tangle me into the deepest slumber of sorrows and darkness. Where is it that we go when there's nothing and no place to look out for? Where do you take the worries when all have turned away? Nowhere?

Troubles and deadlocks, haven't they always been like a game of snake’s n ladders? Yes, off course. Remember that time, when everything seemed so perfect...... A perfect ten. And before you knew it all just vanished leaving you to think back if it was just a lovely dream A Midsummer’s Dream!!!

Standing tall when everything around me is crumbling down, perhaps the most complicated journey. To face the adversities with the conviction "things will be fine and “My sunshine day will be here soon" is a mammoth task.

Lot of anguish for the ones who stabbed with smiles on their lips and a plastic innocence of a rubber doll.... I have felt like questioning but then stopped..Why to really question the ones who have shown what they are?

We all make mistakes, I made mine too. That doesn’t really make me a sinner!! Does it?

Not sure, now. It’s too complicated. I have lost too many and too much. Instances when everything and everyone plays the best game they know….. Being Manipulative.
Ouch!! That hurts..!
Yes it does, I know how much it does. It’s as good as someone taking out your guts without the anesthesia... Painful the fact is and we all will live and carry around in our hearts for a longtime or perhaps forever.

We all are as messed up, then why such a farce of being prim?
Someday soon I will come along and perhaps look back and smile!! As for now it seems a long road, a journey within, with lots of bumpers

I am better now. Much better... Moving away from the paradox of hurting and being hurt.
A lesson well learnt!!!